Weighed in at Tops for the second time since joining. Tonight I weighed 301.2 lbs which is 1.2 lbs higher than last week. So for those of you who are not so inclined – I gained.

I will work hard this week to insure not only the 1.2 lbs from last week but an additional pound or two.

Tomorrow I weigh in for the second time. God knows that I don’t want it to be higher than it was last week at an even 300 lbs but frankly I am feeling like a stuck pig tonight.

Many things are running around inside my head. Everything from joining Nutra-System to just getting down to the basics and get going. This is one of the first times in my life that I can actually feel unhealthy. Not even counting the high cholesterol and blood pressure.

If I can just weigh a little less than last week that will give me some great motivation to start moving. Either way I am motivated to change.

Today is February 20th, 2010 and I weighed in at 292 lbs. That is .4 lbs lighter than yesterday. Motivation is getting to about a 8-9 and I see 10 just around the corner. My goal this week is to definitely weigh less at Tops this week and to keep doing the things that are working.

My goal is to post at least one photo for every pound I lose. Therefore when I reach my goal weight of 199 lbs I should have about 92 photos. Each photo will have a weight and date for future reference.